Conclusion And The Outcomes Already Known....

This is a story that all my cousins already told me about a stupid man that stupid enough to think that there`s a hidden world under the giant pacific ocean...He is a lawyer and a wealthy man with a bright future ahead of him. Everyone knows that it is a ridiculous story, it is impossible that there`s really a world underneath all mankind that life for so many centuries. But no matter what they tell the man, he ignores and think that is really another world in the pacific ocean and he said that he wants to prove it to everyone that he is not lying...

So he set his journey from his hometown all the way to the coast of the pacific, and he had used up all his money to buy all the diving kits and tools. So as he starts on the first day, he dives into the big pacific ocean with some of the members he had been asked to come along and end up finding nothing. And the day follows and still ends with the same results. After months of hunting and discovering, his friends finally starts to gave up one by one and not helping him on finding the hidden world under the pacific. His friends tries to persuade him many times and says that it is ridiculous about what he is finding for.

The day after his friends left and went back to their homes, this man still trying as hard as his can to find this undiscovered world until terror happens. The next day, as he prepares to dives into the ocean, he had forgotten to open up his oxygen tank knob to release oxygen into his face mask. so as he dives into the deep sea, he starting to feel uncomfortable and panic. By the time he know that there`s bad things going to be happen to him, his friends were not there.... As he keeps on panic and shaking his whole body and tried to eject his diving kits, due to lack of oxygen, he passed out and starts to sinks with the ocean down to the seafloor. By that time he only get regrets on what his doing and hoping to get back with his family and friends, but by that time, it was already too late....

After listening to this story, I asked myself to not to do things the way this man does... But I don`t know why my action denies what my mind ask to do... Sad, its been a month, many bad things I`ve got but none of the good ones... Why, I be so obstinate like that man?? Why I can`t just simply let it go??

A Warm Welcome Back Online To Myself

After a long time without internet connection support, finally I can get back online without any problem. There`s alot of things I`ve missed with absents online, but I`ll try my best to retrive it without a single that slips away.... I`ve been sad for leaving this blogspot for just short period of time because I can`t get to share my emotions and feelings with the world and especially my dear friends that I wanted to stay together so much....

Although the most unwanted thing had happened, but I`m still manage to forgive... Its been totally half of a year that i stay away from them and most importantly St .John, I`m really lost and missed out so much activities and moments of memories with my gang of nice lovely friends after I`ve resigned from my post because of some small matters.... (It is small from now, but it is not back then) There`s so much to tell than write in words with such a big I.T space, some more I`m still can`t get the hang of using this blogspot entirely yet.

Oh God, where should I start??? Okay, lets see, lets just don`t talk back the past because I don`t want to make my best buds to be grieved, I don`t wanted to make it worst... After a short while passed the mid-year holiday, and I`m back into St .John with joyful and smooth glad by reunite with my friends and made new friends with a bunch of monkeys (no offends my dear friends XD) that only knows cheers and happiness all the time in their minds, wow, their are very playful youngsters I can tell and I can still get the hang of it.... I can admit, I`m really get back the things I mostly wishes for in my life in school years, it doesn`t matters that how much I`ve missed before this, but I`m glad that I can have such people to be friends with... You all will always in my heart guys....

In this blog, I just wanna tell about how I feel for such a long time offlined and eversince that day I`ve been wanted to express my feeling but don`t know I should turn to who.... *Haiz... There`s so much to say and I`ll try my best to get updated with you who watching and reading my blog, its been a roller coaster ride. Till then *peace (^_^)V out

Wait wait wait~ I`m not finish just yet, its been one whole year after me and my buds goes for NCO course and now its the time for us to retired and let new warriors to start climbing, here`s what we`ve done for last years AGM in St .John, its edited and cut by "ME" and the storyline is produced by all of the cast and crews in this short clip. Enjoy my friends and AJK St .John 09/10, Haha...

My Bike~! Its Finally Transforming~!

YES~! My uncle finally agreed to paint "Air-Brush Style" for my bike~!
WhOOO... my bike finally got a new look~ Now go out also not scare
of the old stupid hahaha~! But b4 all of that, I had to find those broken pieces b4 painting coz its really crunchy all because of my bro didt take care it well
when he`s using... ARGH~! no $$ to BUY, Had to BORROW AHLONG~!

Decision Has to be made, only time will tells

After a long chat with Sze Ern, I`ve think many....
I`m still confuse of my mind now~ By the time that person present,
my whole body is like its controlling its movement itself not me.....
thinking and thinking, chating and chating, action and action....
I`m still not sure bout myself, did I liked her??
Izzit I`ve put down the old one entirely and so fast comes a new??
I don`t know~ I`ve talked bout this with Sze Ern, and only time will tells...
But by the time I haven`t finish search the answer that i wanted, I won`t be making any choices...
I just don`t want another victim to be come like me.... Its really hurt~full~ sadness.......
单靠看的永远都是容易过做的,
人不可貌相,事情永远都没有你想象中的这么美满,这么的完美....
也许我想太多了,而我也做过火了..., 但是我宁愿被伤害而得到答案也不要迷迷糊糊的过下去.....
最后,我做了最后的决定,我想他表白了, 答案是真麽样,也有眼看....
这件事发生不久,我的人生又多出个新的门...
可是,我不知道是否去打开它,还是不要??
他们说我更她粘的很紧, 可是我一点也不觉得...
别人问到,"你惨了~!难道你喜欢了她??"...
我不觉得有什么特别的....
一旦这个大问题出来了以后,我想了又想...
我到底对她又没有感觉?? 是? 不是? 我找不到答案...
这一次, 我不可以再走回我之前的错路, 因为我不想再让这种感觉河南首献给了别人...
给我一点点时间...然我想清楚....