It starts with a mind that thinks "Haiz... no party, no celebration, no friends gathering....Not even a single wish from the one who i suspected to give me. It would be totally different than other people compared to mine, they get it, I can`t....". Until this day... Firstly, it begins with a normal family dinner with all my uncles, aunts and cousins too. But not all of them... Right after the foods were served, the truth of the main purpose for this dinner had showed, that is because of my cousin sis suddenly came back from UK, owh, what a surprise, everyone there were shocked especially my 4th aunt. She absolutely have no idea that her daughter will come back from UK from all of a sudden... Then tears drops down from her face, may be she was too happy about it, I don`t know?? Cause I`m also shocked when I saw her...
The foods were totally and obviously too many and everyone can`t even finish it, so right before the "party" ends, my mum does what she likes the most... TaPao... XD Just when she finish packing everything, suddenly everyone starts to sing birthday song... "原来", my mum and my cousin sis bought me a birthday cake ahhh..... Everyone starts to yell "大个仔咯,大个仔咯", and my dad starts to talk funny crapping... The scene were really joyful, I`m very shocked, again, and happy too... During that time, in my mind, there were too many things that cannot be pronouns by words, no matter happiness or sadness... Everything.... Haiz, nowadays, I don`t have enough time to write my blog to share my feelings, even when I`m in the mood of it, my eyes starts to feel tired cause working does really been exhausting me... Maybe I can edit this again later on... Till then....
