What`s In Me??

It all began on the day I met you all, my first impression was "it will be a lot of joy and fun going to start to build with them". But after quite some time, my buddies start to give comments and opinions about whats going with me lately... Ya, thanks guys, I know I`ve made you all to notice somethings is going on, and thanks for telling me before I got too over myself... I did`t do anything special and I`m pretty normal in my every daily action, if you suspect something is going on between me and the other person, I`m sorry there are nothing to be worried about cause nothing really is actually going on...

How bout I write it like this, 最近也许表面上是有些东西引起你们发觉我有点古怪，可是我没什么。。。可能是因为我自己不想旧戏重演历史，所以我选着了不要给太多思想在我脑里徘徊。。。 受伤可以复原,可是我不想再浪费时间去养伤，我们剩下在中学里的时间不多了，还是好好的去珍惜完它吧~ 那些烦恼还是留在没人看见的时候才在慢慢的去处理吧。。。

After knowing those bunch of monkeys that always putting their smiles anywhere and wherever they go, I`ve learnt to not to think too much on every single decision I choose, just go with it and everything will be turned out right... I`ve been along with them quite a period, and join them anywhere they go and last Saturday held a BBQ party at my house that really makes me feel happy that I have these kind of friends although I`ve been very busy preparing, but HEY, at least everyone enjoyed it right?? So, no worries, there will be no complaining from me... I`m hoping for the next one to come, hopefully everyone in my mind will appear and show up in the next upcoming gathering and so on, so on till the day we get old... I really liked it very much.

Today, comes the crazay McD day... a group of 10 Perimbun students in thier school uniforms gathered here including myself having lunch after school. Well, nothing special happened especially the tradition food mixing event kept held on... At the begining, I was having a mind that I`ll won`t be participating the game since it will happen in the next gathering, but as the game starts to get pretty excited, YC kept asking me and force me to join... So i can`t reject the offer cause I`m also having a change in mind to participate with them... Hehe, its pretty fun but disgusting it trains your guts to do it... In the end, turns out to be 10 of us, I`m the only one that NEVAH~! lost and NEVAH~! need to drink that mixed ????~?(what should I called it guys??) Before I signing off on this blog, to all my dearest friends and buddies, I apologize for anything that I`ve made you all feel dissatisfied and I hope you all accepted it....

Conclusion And The Outcomes Already Known....

This is a story that all my cousins already told me about a stupid man that stupid enough to think that there`s a hidden world under the giant pacific ocean...He is a lawyer and a wealthy man with a bright future ahead of him. Everyone knows that it is a ridiculous story, it is impossible that there`s really a world underneath all mankind that life for so many centuries. But no matter what they tell the man, he ignores and think that is really another world in the pacific ocean and he said that he wants to prove it to everyone that he is not lying...

So he set his journey from his hometown all the way to the coast of the pacific, and he had used up all his money to buy all the diving kits and tools. So as he starts on the first day, he dives into the big pacific ocean with some of the members he had been asked to come along and end up finding nothing. And the day follows and still ends with the same results. After months of hunting and discovering, his friends finally starts to gave up one by one and not helping him on finding the hidden world under the pacific. His friends tries to persuade him many times and says that it is ridiculous about what he is finding for.

The day after his friends left and went back to their homes, this man still trying as hard as his can to find this undiscovered world until terror happens. The next day, as he prepares to dives into the ocean, he had forgotten to open up his oxygen tank knob to release oxygen into his face mask. so as he dives into the deep sea, he starting to feel uncomfortable and panic. By the time he know that there`s bad things going to be happen to him, his friends were not there.... As he keeps on panic and shaking his whole body and tried to eject his diving kits, due to lack of oxygen, he passed out and starts to sinks with the ocean down to the seafloor. By that time he only get regrets on what his doing and hoping to get back with his family and friends, but by that time, it was already too late....

After listening to this story, I asked myself to not to do things the way this man does... But I don`t know why my action denies what my mind ask to do... Sad, its been a month, many bad things I`ve got but none of the good ones... Why, I be so obstinate like that man?? Why I can`t just simply let it go??

A Warm Welcome Back Online To Myself

After a long time without internet connection support, finally I can get back online without any problem. There`s alot of things I`ve missed with absents online, but I`ll try my best to retrive it without a single that slips away.... I`ve been sad for leaving this blogspot for just short period of time because I can`t get to share my emotions and feelings with the world and especially my dear friends that I wanted to stay together so much....

Although the most unwanted thing had happened, but I`m still manage to forgive... Its been totally half of a year that i stay away from them and most importantly St .John, I`m really lost and missed out so much activities and moments of memories with my gang of nice lovely friends after I`ve resigned from my post because of some small matters.... (It is small from now, but it is not back then) There`s so much to tell than write in words with such a big I.T space, some more I`m still can`t get the hang of using this blogspot entirely yet.

Oh God, where should I start??? Okay, lets see, lets just don`t talk back the past because I don`t want to make my best buds to be grieved, I don`t wanted to make it worst... After a short while passed the mid-year holiday, and I`m back into St .John with joyful and smooth glad by reunite with my friends and made new friends with a bunch of monkeys (no offends my dear friends XD) that only knows cheers and happiness all the time in their minds, wow, their are very playful youngsters I can tell and I can still get the hang of it.... I can admit, I`m really get back the things I mostly wishes for in my life in school years, it doesn`t matters that how much I`ve missed before this, but I`m glad that I can have such people to be friends with... You all will always in my heart guys....

In this blog, I just wanna tell about how I feel for such a long time offlined and eversince that day I`ve been wanted to express my feeling but don`t know I should turn to who.... *Haiz... There`s so much to say and I`ll try my best to get updated with you who watching and reading my blog, its been a roller coaster ride. Till then *peace (^_^)V out

Wait wait wait~ I`m not finish just yet, its been one whole year after me and my buds goes for NCO course and now its the time for us to retired and let new warriors to start climbing, here`s what we`ve done for last years AGM in St .John, its edited and cut by "ME" and the storyline is produced by all of the cast and crews in this short clip. Enjoy my friends and AJK St .John 09/10, Haha...